I have now been working at the college for two weeks, tomorrow will be the start of the third week and to say I'm dreading it is an understatement. Am I ever going to enjoy working there? Will I ever not have this feeling of dread every evening, why do I want to pack it all in every day - who knows!
I try to analyse what is it but I cant put a finger on it. The people are perfectly nice, the office is a little old fashioned and paper orientated but nothing too drastic. superb location etc so what's the problem? I dont know maybe I am still so resentful about the way I was treated at my previous place and secretly wish I still worked there however dire it is now.....who knows, all I do know is that I wish this black cloud would disappear and the sun shine again :)
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